Tribute To Murph

this is my tribute to murph... r and i are taking the poor little guy to board him tonight so he can get fixed in the morning.... i'm so sad thinking that he has to spend the night in a little cage with no food, water, or toys... i'm packing his rat though so maybe that will make him feel better and he will realize that i'm coming back to get him as soon as i get off work on friday! i just wish i could explain to him that he hasn't been a bad kitty, he's a good kitty and this is for his own good... i've been giving him lots of extra love and affection lately hoping he'll know that we do love him and he is coming home! i had to take a xanax because i was just sitting here waiting to bawl like a little baby... i know the vet will treat him well, that's not what i'm worried about... i'm worried about what poor little murph is going to be thinking.... hopefully today and tomorrow will go by fast so i can get murph back! i already miss him and he's just at home! at least i know i'm not the only one who feels like this.... that is reassuring! i have to go pay bills for work now, more later!