it's been a while since i've written so i decided i needed to do that.... i've been sick this week... found out yesterday that i have strep throat and a sinus infection... that explains why i haven't been feeling good... but i got started on some antibiotics so it should be good from here on.... the dr. also told me that my cholesterol was high so i am now trying to lower it with diet and exercise, apparently she doesn't know me very well... diet and exercise!! r and i talked last night though and he needs to work on his cholesterol too so that's good, we're going to do it together... blah! it'll be ok though! i've been looking recipes up online today... looks like it's going to be low-fat and low-cholesterol.... and i do need to exercise... i'm hoping that i'll start feeling better (at least like doing something) so that maybe i can get some exercise, i know it will make me feel better! and now i should be doing it... ok, i should have been doing it all along but we're going to start fresh now.... r and i decided that we'll start the low cholesterol on sunday (i think we're going out to eat saturday night and i am so excited!! i hardly ate all week because my throat hurt so bad so now i am going crazy!)... i think it will be ok though, it will be better for both of us! things aren't going too bad right now... i've about given up on trying to get ahead but that's ok... i'm just going to try to take it one day at a time and see how that works... just deal with stuff as it comes along and try really hard to not get worked up over things that i don't have any control over... i'm off to work now!!