i am so sad.... it's my own doing but i'm still sad... and it's only going to get worse between now and friday.... i just called the vet and made an appointment for murphy to get "fixed" on friday.... i know it's for the best that we get him fixed but it just makes me so sad!!!! we're going to board him thursday night (that's SO sad!!!) and then i'll pick him up after work on friday.... he has to wear a "lampshade" for a couple of days so that he won't mess with his incisions... poor little guy... i am so sad by the fact that we're going to leave him overnight... i think that's probably easier than trying to "starve" him and mazzy both thursday night.... mazzy will probably enjoy the vacation though.... poor little murph.... i hope he doesn't hold a grudge like mazzy does.... hopefully it will go smooth, i'm sure it will... the only problem that i'm sure we will have will be me... dealing with boarding him overnight... i sure will miss him (i act like he's going to be gone forever!! not just overnight!!)... i know i'll miss him even though he wakes me up between 4am and 5am every morning to play or for treats.... poor murphster!!!