Friday, March 13, 2009

Hindsight

You know what pisses me off more than anything… well, maybe not more than anything but right now it’s my more than anything… when someone can’t take care of something that is going to affect someone else… and it’s something so simple that one little phone call could take care of the whole situation… unfortunately it’s not something I can take care of though… believe me, I’ve tried calling, letters, faxes, but I don’t have the “authority” to remove myself… that doesn’t make a whole lot of sense to me but whatever… but then, the situation gets even better shall we say… the person doesn’t understand why what happened between you two happened… it couldn’t have anything to do with the fact that you “took care” of everything else like you took care of this situation… you put absolutely no effort into anything and just hoped someone else would take care of it for you… your relationships, your work/business, everything… that’s how you approach life… to me that’s sad that you don’t even care enough about yourself to try to take care of your own life... you try to act dumb (or whatever excuse you are using now) but it all boils down to being lazy and not wanting to do anything that would require you to take any action whatsoever until you have no choice but to take action… let’s rely on everyone else but the person best suited to take care of your life… I only wish I would have seen all of this sooner but they say hindsight is 20/20…

2 comments:

kilax said...

I think I know who you are talking about :( And unfortunately, I know someone kind of like this - my sister. She relies on my mother for everything, and treats her like crap. She's gotten a little better, but it frustrates me so much. There are just certain things you take care of yourself, YOU KNOW? You know ;) I am sorry Courtney :(

courtneyl said...

I completely understand what you're saying... it's like they are only nice to the other person when they need something... it's just so frustrating when you are trying to remove yourself from a situation and the other party won't cooperate... they won't do anything!!!
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