last night, my husband, r, came in and asked what i was doing... i explained to him that i was working on my blog... he looked at the title, courtney in control, said, can you change that to read courtney out of control? i found that very amusing... r has an excellent sense of humor..... i have to say that's one of his better qualities.... like i said yesterday, i've been dealing with some issues... this morning i woke up and wasn't in a bad mood but i wasn't in a real good mood either... but i did wake up with a bad headache... it seems that the mornings i wake up with a bad headache i am sick all morning long, no i am NOT having a baby.... so the morning wasn't really all that swell and needless to say i didn't get hardly anything done... that's ok though, it's not 5:00 yet and i am all caught up... i don't really have much to say right now as my back and head are bothering me.... hopefully they won't hurt all night long! until later....

so, this is my first blog... i decided to blog because of my really good friends shared her blog with me.... i was inspired by her blog so i decided to try it out... it made me think, i've been dealing with some issues lately and maybe this will help motivate me and keep a positive outlook... it can be an outlet...
let me tell you just a little bit about myself... i was born and raised in wichita falls, texas and have lived here my whole life... i graduated from college in this town, got a bachelor's degree in business management and currently work in a small "family" business... i really like my job and what i do.. i am gaining excellent experience to back my degree... i know i do get stressed at times but i just need to remember what is important... i couldn't ask for a better employer.... i have been married for 2 years and could not ask for a more understanding laid-back husband.. he is really awesome, even though i always give him a hard time... we have two "kids"... mazzy and murphy... the kitties... mazzy is 2 years old and murphy is 4 months old.. i absolutely adore the kitties!! i am one of the lucky people to have had such a wonderful best friend for (almost!?!) 15 years... she has been my rock since we became friends... i can't say enough wonderful things about her... my mom and dad live here, they are still married... we have a really great relationship... my younger brother, 24 (i don't believe it!) lives in florida... i met his girlfriend recently and really like her... i think they are great together... enough for now though... i'm getting tired but i really want to do this and hopefully it will be as motivating and helpful for me as it has been for others.... i would say more but 1) it's getting late, i say that, it's 11:31... and 2) i know that i will have lots of free time at work tomorrow so i can work on it then.... until tomorrow....