Case of the Mondays

it is monday... for sure... i have a case of the mondays bad!! i know though that's i'm not the only one... i am feeling SO much better than i was earlier.... thanks to my most excellent friend k!! she is such a wonderful support system to me... all i have to do is talk to her, or email, and it's like i instantly feel better!! i don't know how she does it but i sure am glad that she does!! i only hope she knows how much i appreciate her.... i was all upset this morning trying to have a pity party for myself but she got me out of the funk!! one of the main reasons i think i was upset is because i don't know if i lost any weight this week... if not it will be the first time in 7 weeks! that's not bad though, 7 weeks of losing!! this week was challenging though... valentine's day and the daytona 500... plus, r and i haven't been feeling too swell.... my throat's been hurting... he's still not feeling good... he was taking some antibiotics, ran out, and is feeling bad again.... back to the weight thing... i'm giving myself 3 weeks to get to my 10%.... that's counting today, ending of the first week... i would hate to be a failure... this morning i was thinking, if i didn't lose i might just as well say forget it... not the right attitude to have though! as long as i don't gain i can make myself be happy! besides, it's not like i'm on a deadline or anything... just whatever deadline i put on myself... i shouldn't be so hard on myself... no one is perfect and well, at least i enjoyed valentine's day and the daytona 500! k and i walked once last week... well, twice if you consider walking at walmart... we walked half a mile there... i think i'm stressing the weight thing way too much! ok, i know i'm stressing it too much!! so i have 3 weeks to lose 5lbs! two weeks after today... but that's ok... i can do it! i just need to keep exercising!! i think it will be good that i go to my meeting tonight... i feel like i'm needing a pep talk... see, now i'm thinking, i should have just stuck with my original time line... not changing it up last week when i found out i had lost 4lbs! that's ok though... i'm back to the original time line... i will not fail!! as k said earlier, i follow through with things! i'd never thought of it like that before.... that made me feel really good!! i guess i'm still used to looking at the negative side of things... thanks girl!! i needed that!! i'm back on the positive side now!! all thanks to k!! you rock girl!!! i appreciate it so much!!!
the daytona 500 was ok.... my guy crashed out and came in dead last! that's ok though... it wasn't his fault... he was trying to avoid the crash and well, needless to say, didn't... i'm glad racing season has started though! i missed it! i watched speed all weekend long! nothing but racing since friday at work... i was watching the duels online friday at work... well, i guess i'm off to work... don't have much to do today but that's ok... i'll find something!!