Ready for the Weekend

ah, i am so ready for the weekend, already!! i am already tired of everything this week and it's only monday.... everyone and everything, especially my co-worker and my boss, are getting on my nerves....
the insurance adjustor called today and told me that they are going to total my car.... this is both good and bad... good because i don't have to worry about them fixing it back the way it was and bad because i'm going to miss patrick... i love arnold and i love driving him, there's just a few small things that i miss about patrick.... the door handles, sunroof/moonroof, and the "info center" (by the gauges that showed the temperature and fuel info).... i know these are little things but that's what i miss... i'm not sure what r and i are going to do about my car situation yet.... we have (had?) gap insurance on patrick... i need to call the insurance company and see exactly what it is, i know there was a really good reason we bought it, there had to be right?! (hehe).... that will probably give us a good idea of what direction we're going to go in...
it's ironic how just last weekend i was blogging about how good things were... things really aren't that bad right now.... i'm just feeling overwhelmed and a bit stressed.... i went to see mary for an hour and a half friday night.... she did a good job working the soreness and knots out... i was hoping it would be a deep tissue massage but she didn't want to do that because of the wreck... she didn't want to hurt my muscles anymore than they already were... i'm not mad at her, i was just really looking forward to a good hard hour and a half massage... like a hurts so good hurt... i feel horrible blogging about this because she called me at work today to see how i was doing.... she wanted to check on me... that sounds horrible and i really don't mean it that way.... i'm just venting.... see, there is positive but i am trying to see the negative.... why is it that i always want to see the negative?!?! ok, that realization ended my venting...
i do need to go to see my back dr. though... ah, the pain.... is bad.... shooting and burning pains down my legs to my feet... that is also a factor in the moodiness.... the pain had started before my wreck but now it's worse... that's ok though... we have "fixed" it before....
on the positive side, saturday, i think it's saturday, is the bud pole shootout (nascar is back!!) it's not the first "official" race but it's a race!!! YEAH!!!! next saturday is the daytona 500!!! ok, now i am excited!!!!